Catching up

So i havent written in a while but things have gone ok. i stopped all text messages to Don. If he needs to talk to me he has to call or email. there has been a couple but nothing like it has been. I talked to my attorney about stopping don from calling the cops and he sent an email to his attorney and suprisingly he hasn't called the cops since. He threatened because Friday April 8th he said he couldn't take the kids to school because he was sick so i told him if he was that sick he didnt need to take the kids. However, i was home and when i asked how he was feeling when he came by he got defensive and started yelling at me. I swear i'm nice and he turns into a fucking ass. I get sick of it. Why can't we just be 2 normal divorced people who get along and can have a normal conversation. it doesnt matter if  i am nice or not he is a complete ass, yelling at me and putting me down constantly. UMM who's the one who feeds and clothes the kids, rasises them on my own, pays for all doctor bills and medicine. UMM that would be me. Plus i go to school, work and run the kids to all the places they need to be. NO help from him. He is more than a deadbeat. taking your kids once in a great while doesnt make u a father. Oh well i can't win so i just give up with him.
i was very suprised he didn't call the cops this past week. I told him since he had the kids come out and fish after i told him no they couldn't because we had plans but he didnt care so the kids were out there all day sunday so i told him since that's my only day with tthe kids and he took that away from me then he was using that day as his weekday with the kids. he never called the police so i guess it was fine. he did try to say it was his makeup time when we were on vacation but i told him in january he needed to make up that time before we left and he never did, so he missed out on that time because he had 3 months to make up time and he never did.
So we go back to court on April 29th and i hope he burns in hell and the judge sees him as the idiot and unresponsible parent he really is now. i wish the kids were 18 now so i could just move on without ever seeing or talking to him again in my life. i wish i could move to wyoming right now and leave this life behind me for good. the farther away i am from him the better and i kick myself everyday for moving back here. it was the stupidist move i have ever made. just made it impossible being there at the time because of Jon's stupid games against me. Oh well can't change it now just gotta make the best of it.